RSV SUCKS

I miss my Colin that was only crabby when he was tired or hungry. I miss my baby that would sit and play by himself and I miss my baby that would wake up eat and go back to sleep.

  I see that baby every once in a while but for the last 3 days it has been lots of tears, lots of hour long wake ups at night and all around miserable Mommy and Baby. Tomorrow I go see the people that are doing the research on RSV. I am praying to God that they can give me some insight on how I can help Colin breath a little better and maybe just maybe I can have my baby back.